| Imbolc - 2005/2006 - Apsley Acers
This year dawned gray and mild. The sun did not arrive till much later in the afternoon. This means "spring" will come early if one listens to Wiarton Willy and other celebrity Ground Hogs. The temperature today is +6 C and our world again is dripping. As it cools we make wonderful icicles.
Below is a batch of icicles - the large windows to the right which only half are visiable are in my wonderful studio. The photo beside this is a wondeful example of the tenacity of roof snow/ice which slowly creeps forward on a mild day - until gravity wins. It amazes me how far this heavy edge of ice/snow extends on a mild day before it crashes with a loud noise; often at 3am which needless to say makes one "awaken with a start".
I came across the following note which I had written last year, it made me smile; these I sit inside the new growing room where it is HOT - I will have to try harder to enjoy the heat of the sun "outside".
Feb. 1st. 2005;
Just after one pm I took my peanut butter and lettuce filled pita to the back stoop and sat in the sunshine. Bright Grandfather Sun sparkling on the pure white snow - an almost cloudless postcard blue sky filled the heavens - no wind make a wonderful scenerio to sit and enjoy. The warmth made my heart zing - you could've sworn weak tones of March smells were in the wind. I watched the squirrels arguing over the latest orts on the compost pile - their winter banquet table throughout the winter. I noted the chickadees are almost through yet another feeder full of food.
When I finished my own munching; I leaned my head back against the wall jutting my chin upwards to catch every inth of warmth and closed my eyes - letting the sun light dance upon my red inner eyelids, my forehead and nose - my cheeks flushed with the excitement, my inner joy of sitting "outside" in a t-shirt on the 2nd. of February..
After bathing in these singular moments of pure pleasure; each washing over me with a specific degreeof titillation, my pleasure centres filled, my senses heightened - my left ear picked up on a robust drumming made by water dripping off the roof.. this steady heavy drop pattern took over from my delight of just having a sunny ray face dance.
The rhythm of the moment changed; soon my right ear tuned into a lighter toned duet playing on the otherside; two drops arguing over who was to dispurse the greater portion of the water flow - this lighter intermittant beat made the harmony working inbetween the steady beat of the main big droplet drum ..
I sat in the warmth enjoying this gifted trio till a gentle wind brushed against the bamboo wind chimes hidden within the big spruce by the walk to the pond, now in the distance this became another band - far in a distant land which had joined the group.. or perhaps it was beginning to answer the secret message being sent by the porch drip duo ..
The chickadees came back to my ears; as did the squirrels and the whole yard was in concert enjoying the warmth sun shine..
When the sound of a distant jet passed high over head I opened my eyes to watch its shiny belly pass quickly over head and thought momentarily of where it was off to..
Feeling dozy I closed my eyes once more thinking a short nap was in order.. but suddenly a huge dark cloud clouded my world and the warmth instantly disappeared along with spring thoughts and sitting outside for enjoyment.
Quickly I trundled myself back inside.
What a delicious tease Mother Nature can be - lulling me into such a dozy warm head space; then sending the equivalent of a cold shower to wake me up.. Such an easy mark I am for her temptations with my need for sunshine and warmth and freah air . . and . . and.
Tomorrow I will take great glee banging my pot as I walk with Brian about the loop; giving Gaia a much deserved alarm clock ringing.. "Time to stretch and yawn Gaia" I'll shout; knowing full well she'll just smile and then roll over and nap a bit longer . .
but the writing's on the wall - the suns rays told me today "spring" is closer to awakening than naught..
Bright blessings to all for Imbolc - Walk in Peace and Sunshine.
Sharon
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Half the interest of a garden is the constant exercise of the imagination. You are always living three, or indeed six, months hence. I believe that people entirely devoid of imagination never can be really good gardeners. To be content with the present, and not striving about the future, is fatal. - Alice Morse Earle, 1897 |